there's no telling what comes to you here, in life. but you can change it. change your outlook. the world cant change, so change your eyes, and you'll be suprised at what you'll find. ;)
9 days of not posting.
Friday, November 7, 2008 4:47 PM
sheesh. i juz heard some very bad news today.. tt news oso brought some pity larrr.. ouh, u know wad.. some pple are juz born assholes... n im like abit wth...? but wadever lar. one more year and im out. so wads de point of holding back rite? -_-.
i cant believe tt there are adults out there that are so bloody childish, and im not about to name who. sides, theres no point pressing the issue.. anw, the fact is tt i did NOT claim im mature or more superior then others. in fact, i've been like demoralizing myself. so are you trying to say that im contradicting myself?? ok even if i did. wad kind of !@#$#@. ok i dun wanna talk abt it alr. it makes me angry frustrated n upset. seriously u pple are just abusing your authority, not that i have anything to say about it. SO THERE! im mature n sensible enuff tt im not gonna press it any further bcoz there is NOTHING LEFT. so im going to leave it CUZ IT DOES NOT MATTER ANYMORE AND CUZ I AM MORE MATURE AND UNDERSTANDING. wait till end of next year n im gonna screw your ass UPSIDE DOWN AND INSIDE OUT. =P!
tis whole week is juz like play n play n nothin else. sian. need to start catching up on school work frm next wk onwards! =( RIHANNA is like coming to singapore and i cant go cuz its going to be CROWDED!! i hate crowds - like seriously... >:-( anw, yst went to my gramps hse to chill. den cuz i sold my phone away( at $100 BUCKS :D ) to get my new phone tmr. so went over i had to take my dads phone cuz he said i get lost easily so i needed de phone. went to my gramps hse and SOMEBODY called ;D i missed it though and returned de call later. =DDDD den he said he wanted my dad to do smth to him .. so i told him tt his phone was wif me and tt he isnt in the office and i kept apologizing. den he was sooo nice n sweet about it. he was like. 'S okay nvm dont worry about it (= (= (= (=
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHxDDDDDDDDDD
kay im gg mad. as for de one i protect, i really dont know. its like maybe not meant to be or smth. i only know one thing. and that is i really dont waant to change de waay i feel about him. and that though someone else is coming in, i feel that though i may love de person more then him, he wont ever leave my mind and thoughts, and no one can replace him no matter how potent the other persons presence maybe. and thats a promise. i know i havent been able to do many things, probably things you are'nt even aware of. i only know that you cant ever be able to comprehend everything i have done for you and probably juz think tt im a jerk and a total liar but it doesnt really matter, at least not any more cuz i know its nothing but the truth and i cant help it if thats de way you feel. iits noot ur fault if u dun want to acknowledge and appreciate, and i wont EVER blame you for that. but one things for sure, and that is, u can only be u and i can only say that its juz difficult to let go n forget though new things are always coming in. the thing is i nv really noticed cuz someone was so tightly wrapped in my thoughts. perhaps i really did let him go. but i nv really help him in de first place.
CLAUDIA☆
You've gotta be happy.
YOZ!
NAME: Claudia Leah See
BORN: 23.09.1993
hi there! juz wanna let you guys out there know that life- you live it once, so live it well. There's so much I wanna say about, but one stands out, and that's to live life without thinkin about how other;s think of you! (:
sheesh. i juz heard some very bad news today.. tt news oso brought some pity larrr.. ouh, u know wad.. some pple are juz born assholes... n im like abit wth...? but wadever lar. one more year and im out. so wads de point of holding back rite? -_-.
i cant believe tt there are adults out there that are so bloody childish, and im not about to name who. sides, theres no point pressing the issue.. anw, the fact is tt i did NOT claim im mature or more superior then others. in fact, i've been like demoralizing myself. so are you trying to say that im contradicting myself?? ok even if i did. wad kind of !@#$#@. ok i dun wanna talk abt it alr. it makes me angry frustrated n upset. seriously u pple are just abusing your authority, not that i have anything to say about it. SO THERE! im mature n sensible enuff tt im not gonna press it any further bcoz there is NOTHING LEFT. so im going to leave it CUZ IT DOES NOT MATTER ANYMORE AND CUZ I AM MORE MATURE AND UNDERSTANDING. wait till end of next year n im gonna screw your ass UPSIDE DOWN AND INSIDE OUT. =P!
tis whole week is juz like play n play n nothin else. sian. need to start catching up on school work frm next wk onwards! =( RIHANNA is like coming to singapore and i cant go cuz its going to be CROWDED!! i hate crowds - like seriously... >:-( anw, yst went to my gramps hse to chill. den cuz i sold my phone away( at $100 BUCKS :D ) to get my new phone tmr. so went over i had to take my dads phone cuz he said i get lost easily so i needed de phone. went to my gramps hse and SOMEBODY called ;D i missed it though and returned de call later. =DDDD den he said he wanted my dad to do smth to him .. so i told him tt his phone was wif me and tt he isnt in the office and i kept apologizing. den he was sooo nice n sweet about it. he was like. 'S okay nvm dont worry about it (= (= (= (=
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHxDDDDDDDDDD
kay im gg mad. as for de one i protect, i really dont know. its like maybe not meant to be or smth. i only know one thing. and that is i really dont waant to change de waay i feel about him. and that though someone else is coming in, i feel that though i may love de person more then him, he wont ever leave my mind and thoughts, and no one can replace him no matter how potent the other persons presence maybe. and thats a promise. i know i havent been able to do many things, probably things you are'nt even aware of. i only know that you cant ever be able to comprehend everything i have done for you and probably juz think tt im a jerk and a total liar but it doesnt really matter, at least not any more cuz i know its nothing but the truth and i cant help it if thats de way you feel. iits noot ur fault if u dun want to acknowledge and appreciate, and i wont EVER blame you for that. but one things for sure, and that is, u can only be u and i can only say that its juz difficult to let go n forget though new things are always coming in. the thing is i nv really noticed cuz someone was so tightly wrapped in my thoughts. perhaps i really did let him go. but i nv really help him in de first place.
