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Tuesday, December 9, 2008 10:42 AM
can i jus voice out an opinion. wait. its my blog rite? kay. im kidding. de werewolf is gg crazy...
NUMBER ONE ; im a frieking bitch n tt's abt it. fer the many out there tt hate me, congratulations. i jus exiled myself to a world tt hates, well, namely, ME.

i hate ME i hate ME i hate ME. u wanna noe why???? bcoz even if i wanna voice tis stupid feeling in me, i cant. n fuck man! y am i such a person. y cant i juz change? n i noe de god damned ans. its cuz i haf tis stupid STUPID part of me tt doesnt wanna let go. n not only tt. im FAT n UGLY n SUPER f-ing ATTITUDE of mine tt not even i can stand.

NUMBER 2 ; IM A LOUSY DECISION MAKER ( n im refering to all things not jus one part )

bcoz when i wanna rmb things so well at tt time, its in my FRIGGIN head. n i cant take it out at all. n CONGRATULATIONS once more claudia. tis is all part of growing up. n claudia, u keep thinking ur bloody smart. u keep thinking ur bloody intelligent. u keep thinking u r so damn good. im gonna slap myself awake now. IM NO GOOD. n tis growing up bullshit tt i haf to go through, im not handling it well at all.

NUMBER THREE ; I HAVE NOT DONE ANY SINGLE PIECE OF SHIT HOMEWORK.

so pls clap. i din even do ONE question frm any homework at all.

now, here comes de pouring out part, whereby ms.claudia see AKA bitch is gg to pour out everything. n as said b4. when de sentences start becoming too "CHEEM" n de vocab oso come out like damn wierd n hard to understand. only ms. joanna chan lai cheng knows how i feel. bcoz claudia feels like crying now n she promised herself she should never cry. so de vocab word for this nagging irritating feeling?? to sum up, im helpless. im stupid..

next, claudia covered up everything. she tried to move on she tried to forget everything. but bcoz of her stupidity, she fcking has to make a decision now. n of coz she cant. n now, im waiting for joanna to come back. i miss joanna. i miss joanna. i miss joanna.

thanks so much. for listening. hint ; it isnt all. only nicholas will noe wad im saying. if u cant figure this part out, ur stupid. not nich. everyone. (i told u im a bitch.)

I TRY to forget u, u jus haf to re-appear out of thin air. when i tot i moved on. ur name jus keeps appearing in my head. r u safe? do u think abt me? y do i even bother? i DONT WANNA care. i had enuff. den when i like someone else, u reappear. n then i realise. how am i gg to face him? tell him tt i dun really like him n i still care abt u? its been a year zheng xian. A YEAR. n i cleaned up everything. lying again n again. i hate myself. damnit.

u urself also lied. n now, im gg to avoid u. i tried n guess wad i cant. so now, y dun u jus hate me? bcoz i still love you. i still do. n everything else is fake exceept this. sigh, i missed u. n i think its best if i jus treat u as a friend.