I AM NOT INTERESTED IN WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY OK. enough is enough. haven't you hurt me enough? do I need this kind of treatment from you? I am not a freaking slut that goes LIKING EVERY DICK FROM EVERY CORNER! your words hurt me. a lot.

huh. im back, finally. lolz. all that o lvl and fairfield drama is finally over. (= sooooooo, what are the happy facts? one, im outta my shit hole. two, im going to a school where there are completely no fairsians. (woohoo!) three, im helping out HQ. (= four, im working ;) five, got into the course I want and six, welll, im just damn fucking happy.

honestly, mentor was right. ur in the shithole u whine and cry. outta the shithole u laugh and say : "omg, tts damn stupid." hahahahaha . right. congratulations. uh-huh. someone even suggested my life is like so damn 'aim-less' but i say tis guy is 'ball-less' .

anyhow, i went to raffles city to shop. but i only ended up wif a book. fantastic. i realised that i have a lot of things i wanna do, so gotta study hard right? absolutely.

wanna travel the world, buy a camera, get a blackberry storm, own thousands of bags, want plenty of jeans and credit cards, am i starting to be bimbotic?????? sad uh.

today was ... hectic... my name is claudiaaaa... gahhh.. im so not feeling well today ok.. and my body aches all over and im tired..... ok... im gg to muggg... but im real tired.... jiayous to me.... (= im still happy...tiredly happy...

True - Ryan Cabrera lyrics :

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
that you belong with me

you might think
I don't look
but deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you

mmmm
I'm weak
it's true
cause I'm afraid to know the answer
do you want me too?
cause my heart keeps falling faster

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
i'ts time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

you don't know
what you do
everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak
it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
do you see me too?
do you even know you meant me!

[Chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is trueI know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
the way that's true

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

helloo world!! actually, i've been rather down n out, ut im fine now! (: plus, o levels is only 1 month plus away.... my birthday is coming!!! :D:D:D:D today is thurs and schools reopening on monday. i've been contemplating whether or not to go to school. but i decided i wld have to as to seeing the results being released then. *groans.



im prettty frustrated coz im in quite a fix. school, love life. etc etc. anyway, i know it'll be over soon and good things are gonna come my way! :D



tmr is a friday. and fridays are usually my best days(till now.) so i decided i wld do smth good tmr. like study at gramps place.... like chilling tmr.... sigh, alot of things. i need LOVE!!! =( not juz guys love. my friends are'nt really helping. but then again, my mood mustn't depend on them. (: im v happy now, and i will always be!!!! (:(:(:



well let's see, i can look forward to bday, my end of o's, my partying!!! :DDDDDDDD chillax.


dunno y i keep wanting to drive recently... hmmz. anyway, im eyeing the new volkswagen golf. (: in red. hahaha!!! papa says "i can buy. no problemo!! are you aure u can fit it?" and mummy was laughing like mad. damn it!!! >.<>.<>

i juz realised all my posts are damn emotional la. damn shit. ok, i shall no l sleeponger be emo(:
anw, today had a math. was ok la. but den finishing tt time i was like super duper hungry... den had history. mr.tan wear until damn funny. i dunno y but i find him damn short. lolz. den aft tt lunched wif jacq n rach. went back talked to delia, had consultation wif mr.tan den i went hom and im now slacking:D later den i shall do one SEQ den one e math paper den aft tt i shall slack some more. :D

these are things i wanna DO aft 'o's.
1. sleep for 30 hours non stop.
2. canoe
3. drink like a fish.
4. go to the beach at night alone and watch the moon.
5. spend time wif friends.
6. go mama hse n meet chloe n maine to slack our asses off.
7. go klp.
8. clt course
9. coxswain course
10. boat driving lisence.
11. teakwondo
12. sim whole day
13. go out alone for the whole day
14. slack whole day
15. movie marathon
16. play comp
17. play PSP
18. play DS
19. play PS3.
20. wakeboard
21. mountain biking
22. holiday

now de things i WANT
1. carlo rino bag
2. ZARA bag
3. Lamborghini
4. Jaeger-LeCoultre Reverso watch
5. Versace sunnies.
6. slippers
7. nike stuff
8. volkswagen golf
9. Nautica jacket
10. macbook and iPod classic
11. new phone
12. Clt rank
13. lisence
14. black belt
15. one more dog.
16. him
17. new desktop
18. new PS3 white
19. new DS black
20. PSP
21. Adiddas shoes
22. man U jersey
23. new glasses
24. DKNY bag
25. new pencil case n wallet(mine sucks BIG TIME)
26. shift hse ;D
27. new matress :D
28. new laptop
29. books. ( i noe i dun look like a book worn but i really love to juz stick my nose to a book n read)
30. a new me.

ok. so i jus realised im like asking for de sky. actually i basically just want a DKNY bag, lamborghini, versace sunglasses and a jaeger-LeCoultre watch. which, i juz counted, needs 2.2mil. hahaha!! no worries. i shall get it if i do well for 'o's. hmm.
:D eyeing the new adiddas purple shoes. wondering if i shld get it. ;) hmmmmm.... :D:D:D

im like posting once every month la. lame. anw, i jus learned one impt thing through out this like entire time. nvr ever feel too much for one person coz its just gonna hurt. and im not talking abt love life. im talking abt friends. damn shit. i soooo want to voice out everything la. i dun care whether i love this razy bitch but im jus gonna say it out liao. coz i seriously had enough.

firsty,
i dont noe wads ur fucking problem. every morning go to school i try to talk to u, u give me crude short ans, and wth, i dont noe wads wif your "come lets start ignoring her and 'claudia see, u wan come n sit wif me'?" i talk to you, ur ans damn short, and its not like u treat everybody else tt way, u totally are NORMAL wif them laugh and all, but with me? u jus like "mm" "yah" "hi"(only when i say hi to you) "bye" and "ok". i noe tis may sound childish, but its da,mn ridiculous tt i muz go around kissing ur ass jus to see tt fucking smile on ur face ok. bullshit, all abt when i ask u" is it u dun want to talk?" u say yes i leave u alone, and de next thing i noe, there u r talking n laughing happily away.

so there, tks for making me pissed, tks for making me look like a bloody fucking TOOT to go around kissing ur fat ass, and tks for making my like more miserable then it is now.

next,
some pple have tis really huge problem wif their ego
their heads get so fucking big tks to EGO and cant take shame to their big male pride. i had enough tolerating u gay fuck, and there really is a limit to my tolerance level, and i alr warned u its not a high tolerance level. dont wanna listen, lets see wad happens to u tmr. i totally have no ego and it takes alot for me to be embarrassed, so piss me off, ONE MORE TIME and thats it, u will definitely skip school for at least a month. n u noe i hate threatening.

lastly,
i had enough of pple opposing everything tt i THINK(and not say) and fucking shit everything i do u also wanna stuck ur GAY ASS nose into every body's shithole!!! i will crush ur fucking small bones and BURN it to ashes if u dont know how to jus shut ur bloody fucking mouth. totally no manners at all. say im vulgar, but seriously, where's ur 'good behaviour' and 'little miss perfectionist' gone to? so, piss me off as well and i will FUCKING RIP UR MOUTH OFF UR FACE!

MY LIFE IS NOT MISERABLE ENOUGH SO PLEASE JUST MAKE IT MORE MISERABLE!

damn shit ok.

list of problems one teenager can get,
1. Home problems(yes)
2. Relationship problems(yes)
3. love prblems(yes)
4. School problems(yes)
5. Friends problems(yes)
6. Self problems(yes)

so here is to my miserable life, i sooooooo thank everyone out there for making me this miserable. thank you very much and may god bless u fucking hard.

to this 3 pple, ur not de only ones i feel like ripping ur throats out, de fucking lucky other massive no. has got away coz they dont mean much. piss me off when i have tolerated enough, and i swear to whoever u may believe in, you will nvr be pissing me off again coz i would have RIPPED UR HEART OUT!.

tts all.

I AM NOT INTERESTED IN WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY OK. enough is enough. haven't you hurt me enough? do I need this kind of treatment from you? I am not a freaking slut that goes LIKING EVERY DICK FROM EVERY CORNER! your words hurt me. a lot.

huh. im back, finally. lolz. all that o lvl and fairfield drama is finally over. (= sooooooo, what are the happy facts? one, im outta my shit hole. two, im going to a school where there are completely no fairsians. (woohoo!) three, im helping out HQ. (= four, im working ;) five, got into the course I want and six, welll, im just damn fucking happy.

honestly, mentor was right. ur in the shithole u whine and cry. outta the shithole u laugh and say : "omg, tts damn stupid." hahahahaha . right. congratulations. uh-huh. someone even suggested my life is like so damn 'aim-less' but i say tis guy is 'ball-less' .

anyhow, i went to raffles city to shop. but i only ended up wif a book. fantastic. i realised that i have a lot of things i wanna do, so gotta study hard right? absolutely.

wanna travel the world, buy a camera, get a blackberry storm, own thousands of bags, want plenty of jeans and credit cards, am i starting to be bimbotic?????? sad uh.

today was ... hectic... my name is claudiaaaa... gahhh.. im so not feeling well today ok.. and my body aches all over and im tired..... ok... im gg to muggg... but im real tired.... jiayous to me.... (= im still happy...tiredly happy...

True - Ryan Cabrera lyrics :

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
that you belong with me

you might think
I don't look
but deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you

mmmm
I'm weak
it's true
cause I'm afraid to know the answer
do you want me too?
cause my heart keeps falling faster

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
i'ts time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

you don't know
what you do
everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak
it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
do you see me too?
do you even know you meant me!

[Chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is trueI know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
the way that's true

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

helloo world!! actually, i've been rather down n out, ut im fine now! (: plus, o levels is only 1 month plus away.... my birthday is coming!!! :D:D:D:D today is thurs and schools reopening on monday. i've been contemplating whether or not to go to school. but i decided i wld have to as to seeing the results being released then. *groans.



im prettty frustrated coz im in quite a fix. school, love life. etc etc. anyway, i know it'll be over soon and good things are gonna come my way! :D



tmr is a friday. and fridays are usually my best days(till now.) so i decided i wld do smth good tmr. like study at gramps place.... like chilling tmr.... sigh, alot of things. i need LOVE!!! =( not juz guys love. my friends are'nt really helping. but then again, my mood mustn't depend on them. (: im v happy now, and i will always be!!!! (:(:(:



well let's see, i can look forward to bday, my end of o's, my partying!!! :DDDDDDDD chillax.


dunno y i keep wanting to drive recently... hmmz. anyway, im eyeing the new volkswagen golf. (: in red. hahaha!!! papa says "i can buy. no problemo!! are you aure u can fit it?" and mummy was laughing like mad. damn it!!! >.<>.<>

i juz realised all my posts are damn emotional la. damn shit. ok, i shall no l sleeponger be emo(:
anw, today had a math. was ok la. but den finishing tt time i was like super duper hungry... den had history. mr.tan wear until damn funny. i dunno y but i find him damn short. lolz. den aft tt lunched wif jacq n rach. went back talked to delia, had consultation wif mr.tan den i went hom and im now slacking:D later den i shall do one SEQ den one e math paper den aft tt i shall slack some more. :D

these are things i wanna DO aft 'o's.
1. sleep for 30 hours non stop.
2. canoe
3. drink like a fish.
4. go to the beach at night alone and watch the moon.
5. spend time wif friends.
6. go mama hse n meet chloe n maine to slack our asses off.
7. go klp.
8. clt course
9. coxswain course
10. boat driving lisence.
11. teakwondo
12. sim whole day
13. go out alone for the whole day
14. slack whole day
15. movie marathon
16. play comp
17. play PSP
18. play DS
19. play PS3.
20. wakeboard
21. mountain biking
22. holiday

now de things i WANT
1. carlo rino bag
2. ZARA bag
3. Lamborghini
4. Jaeger-LeCoultre Reverso watch
5. Versace sunnies.
6. slippers
7. nike stuff
8. volkswagen golf
9. Nautica jacket
10. macbook and iPod classic
11. new phone
12. Clt rank
13. lisence
14. black belt
15. one more dog.
16. him
17. new desktop
18. new PS3 white
19. new DS black
20. PSP
21. Adiddas shoes
22. man U jersey
23. new glasses
24. DKNY bag
25. new pencil case n wallet(mine sucks BIG TIME)
26. shift hse ;D
27. new matress :D
28. new laptop
29. books. ( i noe i dun look like a book worn but i really love to juz stick my nose to a book n read)
30. a new me.

ok. so i jus realised im like asking for de sky. actually i basically just want a DKNY bag, lamborghini, versace sunglasses and a jaeger-LeCoultre watch. which, i juz counted, needs 2.2mil. hahaha!! no worries. i shall get it if i do well for 'o's. hmm.
:D eyeing the new adiddas purple shoes. wondering if i shld get it. ;) hmmmmm.... :D:D:D

im like posting once every month la. lame. anw, i jus learned one impt thing through out this like entire time. nvr ever feel too much for one person coz its just gonna hurt. and im not talking abt love life. im talking abt friends. damn shit. i soooo want to voice out everything la. i dun care whether i love this razy bitch but im jus gonna say it out liao. coz i seriously had enough.

firsty,
i dont noe wads ur fucking problem. every morning go to school i try to talk to u, u give me crude short ans, and wth, i dont noe wads wif your "come lets start ignoring her and 'claudia see, u wan come n sit wif me'?" i talk to you, ur ans damn short, and its not like u treat everybody else tt way, u totally are NORMAL wif them laugh and all, but with me? u jus like "mm" "yah" "hi"(only when i say hi to you) "bye" and "ok". i noe tis may sound childish, but its da,mn ridiculous tt i muz go around kissing ur ass jus to see tt fucking smile on ur face ok. bullshit, all abt when i ask u" is it u dun want to talk?" u say yes i leave u alone, and de next thing i noe, there u r talking n laughing happily away.

so there, tks for making me pissed, tks for making me look like a bloody fucking TOOT to go around kissing ur fat ass, and tks for making my like more miserable then it is now.

next,
some pple have tis really huge problem wif their ego
their heads get so fucking big tks to EGO and cant take shame to their big male pride. i had enough tolerating u gay fuck, and there really is a limit to my tolerance level, and i alr warned u its not a high tolerance level. dont wanna listen, lets see wad happens to u tmr. i totally have no ego and it takes alot for me to be embarrassed, so piss me off, ONE MORE TIME and thats it, u will definitely skip school for at least a month. n u noe i hate threatening.

lastly,
i had enough of pple opposing everything tt i THINK(and not say) and fucking shit everything i do u also wanna stuck ur GAY ASS nose into every body's shithole!!! i will crush ur fucking small bones and BURN it to ashes if u dont know how to jus shut ur bloody fucking mouth. totally no manners at all. say im vulgar, but seriously, where's ur 'good behaviour' and 'little miss perfectionist' gone to? so, piss me off as well and i will FUCKING RIP UR MOUTH OFF UR FACE!

MY LIFE IS NOT MISERABLE ENOUGH SO PLEASE JUST MAKE IT MORE MISERABLE!

damn shit ok.

list of problems one teenager can get,
1. Home problems(yes)
2. Relationship problems(yes)
3. love prblems(yes)
4. School problems(yes)
5. Friends problems(yes)
6. Self problems(yes)

so here is to my miserable life, i sooooooo thank everyone out there for making me this miserable. thank you very much and may god bless u fucking hard.

to this 3 pple, ur not de only ones i feel like ripping ur throats out, de fucking lucky other massive no. has got away coz they dont mean much. piss me off when i have tolerated enough, and i swear to whoever u may believe in, you will nvr be pissing me off again coz i would have RIPPED UR HEART OUT!.

tts all.