there's no telling what comes to you here, in life. but you can change it. change your outlook. the world cant change, so change your eyes, and you'll be suprised at what you'll find. ;)
complicancy
Friday, September 12, 2008 6:14 PM
you know, sometimes i really wonder why true friends are never really true friends. and they jus hurt you as and when they pls then they go back to you again wif de words "im sorry" and dey jus expect u to forgive like tt. although i must, i find that its extremely unfair aan unjust to do so repeatedly, and then where's de importance of forgiving???
and why do i feel thid pinch in me? (it has NOTHING TO DO WIF LOVE OK.) as in smth to do wif.. aiyahh. say also no use right. den i think of someone i wan to talk to but in de end theres no one there? haf u ever felt u need help but dont want it? ouhfuck plspls i dun wanna feel tis way=( haiz. anw, today was totally less stressful once u haf completed ur work(=
so tt aside, is itself a happy note(=. and to rmb my rankkk(= and be happy abt it cuz NCC annual dinner is coming very soon(((((= and i get to wear my uniform. THERANK THERANK(= (=
ahahahs =DD ouhh...(= and i'll see someones jealous face. fuck off woman!(= hahaha!!=DD
another happy note, i haf to say tt i can make myself happy(= so had de usual day and kelaoshi is coming back on mon. fuck. i totally dun wanna see him. as for nicholas, i keep fighting and arguing cuz to tell u de truth, i personally am irritated wif him alr. jus tt i dunno how to break it to him yet. may be he reads my blog. so nich, when u see tis, i dunno whether we are still good friends or wad. but its damn hard, u know wad i mean?
lunched wif jiayi and jo today. carried my bag and it weighed like a ton. im tired and i still haf to study. fuckkk. sides, no schools tmr so means i haf to study even later. that thought jus kills me and dampens my mood. grats claudia. -_-. can i absolutely say im hoping to share my emmotional outbursts wif someone who wont spread it. shityou, YUTONGGGGGGGG=((((( i wan toktok(=(=(=iluvyou. haha(=
a lil reminder for myself, IM A STAFF SERGANT!!! STAFF SGT CLAUDIA STAFF SGT CLAUDIA!!!!! =DDDDDDD
CLAUDIA☆
You've gotta be happy.
YOZ!
NAME: Claudia Leah See
BORN: 23.09.1993
hi there! juz wanna let you guys out there know that life- you live it once, so live it well. There's so much I wanna say about, but one stands out, and that's to live life without thinkin about how other;s think of you! (:
you know, sometimes i really wonder why true friends are never really true friends. and they jus hurt you as and when they pls then they go back to you again wif de words "im sorry" and dey jus expect u to forgive like tt. although i must, i find that its extremely unfair aan unjust to do so repeatedly, and then where's de importance of forgiving???
and why do i feel thid pinch in me? (it has NOTHING TO DO WIF LOVE OK.) as in smth to do wif.. aiyahh. say also no use right. den i think of someone i wan to talk to but in de end theres no one there? haf u ever felt u need help but dont want it? ouhfuck plspls i dun wanna feel tis way=( haiz. anw, today was totally less stressful once u haf completed ur work(=
so tt aside, is itself a happy note(=. and to rmb my rankkk(= and be happy abt it cuz NCC annual dinner is coming very soon(((((= and i get to wear my uniform. THERANK THERANK(= (=
ahahahs =DD ouhh...(= and i'll see someones jealous face. fuck off woman!(= hahaha!!=DD
another happy note, i haf to say tt i can make myself happy(= so had de usual day and kelaoshi is coming back on mon. fuck. i totally dun wanna see him. as for nicholas, i keep fighting and arguing cuz to tell u de truth, i personally am irritated wif him alr. jus tt i dunno how to break it to him yet. may be he reads my blog. so nich, when u see tis, i dunno whether we are still good friends or wad. but its damn hard, u know wad i mean?
lunched wif jiayi and jo today. carried my bag and it weighed like a ton. im tired and i still haf to study. fuckkk. sides, no schools tmr so means i haf to study even later. that thought jus kills me and dampens my mood. grats claudia. -_-. can i absolutely say im hoping to share my emmotional outbursts wif someone who wont spread it. shityou, YUTONGGGGGGGG=((((( i wan toktok(=(=(=iluvyou. haha(=
a lil reminder for myself, IM A STAFF SERGANT!!! STAFF SGT CLAUDIA STAFF SGT CLAUDIA!!!!! =DDDDDDD
