claudia leah see?
Wednesday, December 17, 2008 10:28 PM
enough,i had enough of thinking of you
i had enough of protecting you
i had enough of being nice to you
i had enough of pretending nothing ever happened
i had enough of trying to run away from who i am
i had enough of trying to be someone im not.
dunno why i still think of you at night, and then the next morning i decide to forget you all over again. and the cycle just keeps repeating!
and now I know I don't deserve anything. not ur thanks not ur questions not even ur advice. do i always have to keep blasting songs into my ear for 2 mins everynite when i go to bed!?! i dont know how long i can take this. i dont know how long i can pretend! this is some really crap shit okay..
currently listening (blasting at 100% vol.)
Disturbia - Rihanna
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum (Whats wrong with me?)
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum (Why do I feel like this?)
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum (I'm goin' crazy now)
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
No more gas, in the rig(Can't even get started)
Nothing heard, nothing said (Can't even speak about it)
All my life on my head (Don't wanna think about it)Feels like I'm going insane, yeah
It's a thief in the night to come and grab you
It can creep up inside you and consume you
A disease of the mind it can control you
It's too close for comfort
Put on your brake lights
You're in the city of wonder
Ain't gon' play nice
Watch out you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must falter be wise
Your minds in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scarin' you tonight
Your minds in disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia, disturbia
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Faded pictures on the wall(It's like they're talkin to me)
Disconnectin' all the calls(The phone don't even ring)
I gotta get out, oh
Figure this shit out
It's too close for comfort ohh
It's a thief in the night to come and grab you
It can creep on inside you and consume you
A disease of the mind it can control you
I feel like a monster oohh
Put on your brake lights
You're in the city of wonder
Ain't gon' play nice
Watch out you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must falter be wise
Your minds in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scarin' you tonight
Your minds in disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia, disturbia
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum(Disturbia)
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Release me from this curse I'm in
Tryin' to maintain but I'm struggling
If you can go
Think I'm gonna ahhhh
Put on your brake lights
You're in the city of wonder
Ain't gon' play nice
Watch out you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must falter be wise
Your minds in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scarin' you tonight
Your minds in disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia, disturbia
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum(Disturbia)
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum